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NENI KUSUMAWATI

karya Neni Kusumaati

Bioskop

In a beautiful morning with  the shine of sun and the warble of sparrows, Angel and I going to school. We are going there by riding bicycle. Angel is my best friend. We be friend already two years ago. Every I near her, I always feels comfort. She always protect me in every condition. She always hear my happy story and my sad story. She can make me strong when I’m weak. She is an angel that God deliver to me to help me and protect me. And so I am .  Will  be her angel too.

                After we riding bicycle around 10 minute, we arrive in our school. Then we are going to the canteen to buy some bread . In the way, we are talking together.

“Angel, do you know? Last night I dreamed of Tian. Oh my God”

“Yayaya, and now you will meet him. Look at that! He walking into us.”

“Oh my God, okay. Calm down, Rose. Everything is gonna be okay.” I control myself.

“Calm down Rose, keep your walk elegantly.” Angel’s said.

                Then, we are walking and I try to keep my walk elegantly.  

“Hay, Rose. Are you going to the canteen to buy some bread?”

“Eeem, yes. I don’t have breakfast this morning.”

“Em yaa, I know. It is your habbit right? Take this bread.” Tian’s want me to take his bread. And I take that.

“Okay, thanks...” I say thankyou to Tian. I swear I really excited. Then, Tian go away.

“Cieeee... Cieeee” Angel radicule me.

“Stop do that! I’m still flying. Let’s go to our class. The bell is ringing.”

“okay”

                Tian is my classmate. He is very special for me. He is kind boy, very famous, down to earth,and friendly. In our class, he always makes humor. He is not very smart in academic. But, he can playing many instrument music, the examples are guitar, keyboard, saxsophone, and drum. Not just that, he can singing too. I going love him two years ago. He is my first love. But just Angel and I are know that.

-♥-

                Today is Sunday. Angel and I want to watch movie in bioskop. I ask my father to go with Angel.

“Dad, I will go with Angel to wacth movie in bioskop.”

“Okay. Don’t  late to back home. And don’t go with a stranger boy, or your boyfriend!”

“I don’t have boyfriend Dad...”

“Oh, good.. be careful honney”

“Okay, Dad. See you..”

                Angel and I go to the bioskop. After arrive to the bioskop, somebody surprise us.

“Holla!!! “ Oh my God, he is Tian.

“What are you doing here?”

“Of course i want to watch movie.. And you ?”

“Yeah, me too..”

“Oh nice. What movie will you watch?”

“We want to watch The Hunger Game 2. How about you?” Angel’s said.

“Okay. I will watch the same movie like you.”

“Yuhuuu. Let’s watch it together.. Do you want it ?”

“Yes of course. Let’s go!”

                In the bioskop, we enjoying the movie. I sit between Angel and Tian. Really, it is making me melting.  There, we talking about many topics. The movie was end. We came home together by bus. I sit in the same seat with Angel. And Tian sit beside my seat. Then Tian call my name.

“Rose, will you be girlfriend ?”

“What? Are you sure?”

“Yes, I’m serius. Will you?” Tian’s question make me shock. Then, i look at Angel and she nod. When i will say yes, suddenly my phone ringing. My father call me.

“Wait a moment Tian. My father calling me.”

“Okay, no problem.” He is smile.

“Yes dad. What happen? I’m in the way to home. Don’t  worry”

“Honey...”  He said gentlely

“What happen dad? Don’t make me scared..”

“Your mother is die in an accident....”

“Don’t lie to me dad.. it is not funny..”

“Dady is serius Rose.. I am not a lieing”

“Astagfirullah... Innalilahi...” Refleckly, I am crying. Then Tian and Angel ask me what happen. And I show to them that my mother is died in an accident. Angel give a hug to me. And we are crying along the trip to back home.

In the next day, is the burial of my mother. My father and I is really sad. Then Angel and Tian come and they making me calm. They really  try to make me better and receive this condition.  But, I just crying.

-♥-

The days after my mother died is really borring. But Angel and Tian stiil try to make me happy. They always beside me and support. One year pass, we must split because we must continue our study to SMA. We always contact by phone, but we seldom  to meet. After I finish my study in SMA, I go to the bioskop alone. There, I meet Angel. I really miss her. I giving her a very strong hug, then we talking about our experiences in SMA. Suddenly somebody  pat my shoulder gentlely. I have no idea. He is Tian, my firts love. I remember that his question four years ago not yet I answer. But I want to keep our frienship. I will forget about first love. Now , we gather here, like four years ago before my mother die. Now, they still my best friend and will be my best friend until the earth falling appart.

♥No friendship is perfect in the world. There is just the peoples that try to keep their friendship♥